Naturalized uncertainty...

I am always trying to understand who I am being, becoming. It is not so much about being obsessive about my identity as it is about living consciously. It is about being present in my life journey while accepting that I will always have limited control. At the core of my being is a sense of naturalized uncertainty.

I am not trying to be cryptic. I simply understand certainty as resting in a fixed place - a fixed state of being - stasis. And at the core of my existence is this hunger for growth and transformation. It is not about reaching for goals or outcomes. It is about existence as practice. Outcomes remain uncertain, possibly unnecessary and while none the less inevitable remain without relevance.

Uncertainty means possibility. It is not chaos in which even process fails but a flux that is ever free of prediction.